I'll admit...

Picture Credit: classmate of mine at the time...

Looking back at some photos...I admit I miss how things were back then when it came to my classes.

The first time being in a class that I felt like I belonged. I only knew people at a sort of arm's length. I didn't know their lives that well - we just knew we had class together and that was it - that's all that mattered to us. We would critique each other's work - not each other's lives...

-sigh-

I'm lazy & tired

I have cleaned my room for about 45-1 hr. And it still is not clean as I hoped for. Lately I have been sulking in a depression that I can't put my finger on. Maybe it is because of this weather and I'm stuck doing shit that I don't want to do.

School has been a bore, I have a midterm next week - Tuesday & Thursday for my political science class. I have not been prepping for it, instead I have fallen asleep in the library during a 3 hour break.

I've been craving to leave SF - and it's getting worse as days keep coming. I miss working - I miss doing art. I don't have time...I don't have fucken time...

I have been stressed because I can't get myself to do my stupid prep for midterm. If I fail - I know why...