Saturday, March 20, 2010

I'm lazy & tired

I have cleaned my room for about 45-1 hr. And it still is not clean as I hoped for. Lately I have been sulking in a depression that I can't put my finger on. Maybe it is because of this weather and I'm stuck doing shit that I don't want to do.

School has been a bore, I have a midterm next week - Tuesday & Thursday for my political science class. I have not been prepping for it, instead I have fallen asleep in the library during a 3 hour break.

I've been craving to leave SF - and it's getting worse as days keep coming. I miss working - I miss doing art. I don't have time...I don't have fucken time...

I have been stressed because I can't get myself to do my stupid prep for midterm. If I fail - I know why...

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2 comments:

  1. Michi RezinMarch 30, 2010 at 12:17 PM

    Do you equate leaving SF to being free of your family?

    I've always felt that without art I'd go insane. Perhaps you are experiencing something similar to this.

    Btw I was being nostalgic and visited our old Art Conspiracy accts.

    http://www.artconspiracy.com/gallery.aspx?area=eye&id=2144108730&category=

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  2. Donna S.April 3, 2010 at 12:37 AM

    HA - leaving SF would be great, but that just can't happen right now.

    I am going crazy without art in my life. I've grown more frustrated and emotionally haywire.

    Wow - artconspiracy is still up! Funny cause it's old..but still refreshing! hahah...

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