My stomach =(

So last night my stomach was totally killing me.

Okie I really should remove that sad face in my subject title...because it's not hurting me anymore =)

I uno, I feel bummed for some reason. Life can be so depressing when you're alone. Pandora is playing horrible music, I want to paint but I cannot seem to conjure up the courage to get myself painting like a Renaissance painter!! I'm very...very....freaked out about this serious kind of a thing. PLUS the canvas is freaking HUGE 20x30. I'm not comfortable..I have to break out of this and get my ass working on it.

Lately I have been in this super weird mood....can't even put it into words....