Freaking out...

I am freaking out...I am because there are tons of things to do on my list yet I haven't had time to check off things.

Homework is taking over my brain...and it's not a nice feeling when shit gets in your way. I really suck at impressionist painting that's all I can say. It's...an under-estimated talent. To paint like an impressionist is to paint with a process in your brain that is difficult to decode so you're painting to get it all out there so you can figure it all out. It's a crazy way of painting, I can't handle it too well.

I have been tired lately, and frustrated with school work. Lately my stomach has been acting up and I believe depression exists right now in my life but I cannot tell you exactly why. Just not feeling the greatest...and it's kind of just inside of my head.