So I now have...up to six journals, I only need to work on four more then I can summarize my trip through ESL coaching...then I am done! I can get it binded either Monday or even tomorrow.
I'm feeling frustrated about many things...being a woman is mainly what it revolves around. Today I bought a dress that I thought would look good on me..it does! Except for the fact that I have shoulders that look broad for my body type and my bad tan lines have worsened it. Lately I have been playing volleyball for four hours on Fridays, in my 2hr class and then 2hr peppering with classmates out in the sun. That's about to end...I enjoyed it so much, which is more like a side note because the point is I have been tanning in sports clothes. Sexy sport clothes mind you! HA ya right, my tan is HORRIBLE AND NOT SEXY. My face is a nice tanned brown with orange and pink hues to help my cheeks rosy on up, but with a tanned face comes tan lines from sunglasses. Must protect my eyes from the sun, I am the only who wears them it seems when we play outside...
I'm diverging - back to the point, my shoulders...so I'm not as muscular as I used to be, but I still have muscle definition. My shoulders look broad -the problem in one quick answer! It doesn't help that the dress is held upon my frame by these tiny little straps. I tried it on and will fix my hair so that it may cover the minuscule laces against my overly defined upper body. It's all a damn illusion, evil illusion!!! AHHHHHhhh!!!!! And I thought I was pretty getting all waxed OUT! I get so frustrated being a female. I mean really...is that what I need to do to be beautiful? What A BITCH!!!! I won't rant...I'll save my I hate being female because of the media and society for a different day, I'm tired and still need to work on my final project. Must keep focused...
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