HHhm...quite thoughtful

just came back from seeing my cousins, my stomach is feeling funny. =I

I wanted to post in my other blog which concerns my art an entry about my inspirations. I saved it because I realized I was on my laptop which has no images of who inspires me. My desktop has the images I need.

While I was searching for some images in my e-mail I stumbled upon a conversation with a friend of mine...totally from the past. A good friend of mine that was there for me, but he ended up not being such a great friend. He had given gave me advice I found to be hurtful instead of helpful. Looking at the conversation we had 2 years ago on gmail chat made me think of how we were really close and how I could have sworn we would be good friends for a long time. And now 2 years later I know nothing of what is going on with him.

Oh my gosh I want to throw up all over the place. I'm so frustrated with my lack of progress in art....I feel so sick of myself...